closing down...*shrugg*

I got 63.95 for my ENTER score...not ahppy jan...but there's not much I can do about it...I suppose it's pretty good for someone who didn't study all year till the last three weeks...and mum doesn't know I looked...but I'll have to tell her tomorrow, because then I get it in the mail...but just depends if I open it or not...but I want to find out ( Read more... )

Tomorrow at 7am I can go on the net to get my exam results...tomorrow I will go on the net to look at them, but not tell anyone that I did, except Andy. Then I'll get them also in the mail on the Tuesday. I'm kinda excited, kinda nervous, a bit of everything really...I'm dreading that I've done terribly, but then I could have also done not as bad ( Read more... )

Why do I just end up feeling this way? Feeling like shit, although I think it's really more feeling sorry for myself, more than anything else really. And tht bastard jealousy, I wish he'd piss off out of my life, but he doesn't, and because I do get jealous over the most pathetic things like a party, I feel sorry for myself that I'm not better, ( Read more... )

I've really got to write in here more often. Otherwise it's really damn pointless...I mean, it's already pointless, but it could be REALLY damn pointless ( Read more... )

And another theory on why I might be so bad socially...when years 8/9/10 called for choosing subjects, the three girls who were at the time, my best friends (Kerra, Kiara and Eran) usually got in the same class together, and I was put in another class, or in the same subject, but it just ran in a different semester, still leaving me alone. And ( Read more... )

Yeah, like two months since I've written, ah well these things happen, with exams and what not just gone. So I've got no more high school, ever again, I can't call my occupation a student...lol. The exams went alright I suppose - I did actually study for them and all. And now I'm just applying to stay in on campus accomodation and what not, so yeah ( Read more... )

Today, my math teacher called mum up to say that I wasn't in class today...so yeah, I got caught skipping a fucking class...good god, it's hell...but all I can say at the moment, is at least I'm not grounded. I'm just going to talk to Marriott after school tomorrow...I think mum's under the impression that I'm just too stressed out from school... ( Read more... )

I played 8 games of bowling today...Bryan bought a bowling ball and bag and shoes...heh...he's a little obsessed by it all now...but it's ok. Andy was online...I haven't seen him on in a while...I've missed him...hopefully he will be online tomorrow...hopefully ( Read more... )

This morning, at 1am I decided to start reading Andy's manuscript. It is good, really really good. I only didn't like the bit whe he started to talk about churches towards the end. But then I'm biased, I hate churches...heh. It took me 4 hours to read, so I got to sleep for two hours. But I haven't fallen asleep or felt like I was going to all day ( Read more... )